Ennui

Bhishon bhaabe missing, not in any specific order:

-Shyamol’s doodh cha

-Socks’ stupid face

-Amlan da’s 10.20 classes

WIP story reading sessions

-phuchka, aloo roll, luchi chicken

-the entire doggie gang

-sunshine mornings

How I miss my college days, can’t believe it has been two whole years since I stepped out of JU, starry eyed and content. Back then I was in a crazy hurry to become an adult, but now I want to crawl right back into JU’s comfortable embrace and curl up happily.

Early 20s was full of happiness and so much love that my cup literally runneth over. Life is too competitive now and complicated, emotions are always running high. This ennui, just can’t shake it off. The heart is torn between believing in the self and chasing dreams that are not really dreams to begin with. This ebb and flow of life, what can one do but surrender?

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3 thoughts on “Ennui

  1. I was going to write a post almost opposite of this in tone, but this made me sigh and re-wonder. Maybe I still will. But maybe I still will throw in a line about the nice bits.

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